Background:

Pure sadness overcame me again on my 23rd birthday. This led to this short text.
15.11.2003

Why can't you just leave me here,
with bleeding brain and heart.
Why you torture me,
with a life I did not want.
Why you show to me,
all the things I never had.
Why this hatred,
what have I done?
Why,
why me?
Why,
why is it you?
Why, tell me why
and when will it end?

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